i'm back. *waving hands happily*
hell no. i've deleted all my older posts. idk why i did it, just i thought of not to blog anymore. since my words slowly become so boring and... nonsense. and now i'm here again, with my crappy craps and stuffs.
currently, i'm in my semester break. i have plans in my head for these two month of mingle time but i have to forget them since mom don't give any allowance. and and i need to be at home for days and nights. yeah, being my mom's side kick. search new recipes, help mom to cook for iftar, etc etc.
i really want to spend a day with my girlfriends. i really want. but after i give myself a deep consideration, i have to say no. dad was undergo an operation and mom have to take care of everything since then. plus, during this emergency, i bet that mom have to spend hundreds or maybe almost thousand for the medicine, the diapers, veggies and fruits, fishes. i feel sorry to my friends since every time they asked me out, i have to say no.
but i already asked mom if i can go out for once before hari raya, and she gave her greenlight. but not on weekends. there's some reasons behind her condition though. i am really sorry. from the bottom of my heart, i feel guilty :|
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