she fell to the bottom of her life, this wasn't meant for two
she struggle to find herself in time but she can barely move
just try and get up, you gotta slowly brush off
i know that words aren't enough but you're better than this
save your heart for someone that's worth dying for
don't give it away
torn apart, never getting what you've been crying for
it's always the same
she turns the pages everyday just to change the mood
but every chapter reads the same, it's so hard to make it through
just try and get up, you gotta slowly brush off
i know that words aren't enough but you're better than this
credit : save your heart by mayday parade
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i never healed even years had gone since that day. i know. it's kinda hard to let go everything yet i put 'em in a bag full of sadness, memories, regrets, loves. i move on from the past and carry it on top of my shoulders. is that a burden for me to carry it along with my life journey? yes, it's a burden from the past. a lesson learnt for my present and my unknown future. but have i learn something and practically follow it now and then? nope. i keep doing the same shits that ruined my life, physically and emotionally.
i have a problem to be friends again with someone that i deeply in love with before. i look at myself and i know i still holding on to the past. i'm afraid i might falling for him once again, and that's why i have to put a comma between both of us. i should take a break for myself and giving time for me to completely back to reality and overcome the fear of letting go. somehow, i wish i could turn back in time where we can sit next to each other and talked about everything without any hidden secrets or lies. i wish i could turn back in time where we can go out together and watched movie. i wish i could do every single things with you without having any love-feelings. i wish i could.
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