#10 fix


credit photo goes to awe who captured myself while driving. i've been away from my social sites for few days and now i'm back. basically back to twitter and facebook. what happened in between those days?

reflection of myself and my alter ego. don't trust me, dude. those days, i'm losing myself. i'm losing my half true self. i'm losing the bond that i've been working on before. i want to keep this bond in real meaning of friendship but i'm too scared of it. the heart never lies. it hurts to just ignore the truth.

i blame myself for letting this fear wraps me tightly. i blame myself for giving it the chance to hurt me. i blame myself for falling too hard and making things worse. i. blame. myself. 

believe me, one fine day i'll make up my mind and fix everything back to normal. i deserve to be happy. you deserve to be happy. we all are. i need a fresh start where no one could bother about what had happened between you and me. 


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